Saturday, August 16, 2008

what have i done.......? >.<

I've made Howe mad over something stupid I did. Why did I even think that he would mind what I said to him? I was silly enough to hide it from him. He got frustrated over me avoiding and ignoring the question. My action reminds him of "porn addict" in my class. He tried hard to find out thinking it would be important as that day I was complaining about my problems. I never thought he would get serious about it and I'm foolish enough to play around with him. I called up Ruz for help, felt really guilty and cried while explaining the story to him......

The next day feeling moody and depressed, I didn't sleep at all to finish figure assignment. After what happened, how could I sleep..? I went to college as usual, met up with Leo and had breakfast at Ming Tien. He was emoing too. So, we sama-sama emo..... Ryan, Hon Wai, Gideon and......don't remember who else joined up and we headed to H1 classroom. I didn't put effort in my figure test as I was moody the whole morning. The feeling was really awkward. After class, I walked up to him, repeatedly apologising him and asking him to forgive me for what I did. Well...he forgave me although I think he's still mad. I'm glad everything went back to normal (I think). I don't know what I will do.....I do not want this to ruin our friendship since you are one of the closest friend I've known in college.....

ps: Leo, you still haven't tell me your story....

1 comment:

zhi_ling said...

omg..
something sad happened on you?!
how come i din realize that?!
arghhh....
blaming myself for being so careless.

thinking back of the day..
you are moody!
why din i notice that
and take it seriously...
arghhh...
stupid me...

should have sit beside you...
instead of sitting in front..
may be i can lend you my ear..
or may be..
my shoulder...
arghhh...
why am i being such a fool...

i tot...
you were emoing,
coz you left out one piece of figure at home..
what a silly excuse...

seriously,
i am sorry, dear!


p/s
congrats for gaining an A in figure... ur effort is paid off!
i am happy to share the same happiness together with you...
let's work harder..!~